I sometimes cannot clearly comprehend nor understand the me who I am ..
At times I just close my eyes, trying to imagine, where all this is going.
So many feelings arise inside, even my dreams don't make any sense.
When I close my eyes to sleep , they creep up, and find their way in.
When I awake, I am still, trying to make sense of it all, but I cannot.
I wish people would understand ...
The part of me that's so very very tired of being tired.
The part of me that just longs to be whole and well again.
The part of me that always holds on to hope and healing.
The part of me that that has limitations and has to say no.
The part of me that that just needs to be alone at times.
The part of me that needs to create, create, create.
The part of me that loves to dance before the Lord
To sing, just sing, like the song bird within my soul ...
Needing to be set free.
The me that sometimes feels deserted and misunderstood.
The me that still needs you my friends, and your prayers.
The me that needs even more patience, and understanding.
The me that gets frustrated with myself, more than anyone else.
The me that wonders, and at times, will ask why me?
Don't get me wrong, I love me, and the creator of my soul.
I cherish my me moments, my me time alone, and life.
Even though I might not understand God's plan for me
I won't ever live a life of defeat or feelings of self pity.
I won't ever live a life of defeat or feelings of self pity.
Maybe I will never ever fully understand but its' okay
As a poet, and writer, such as myself can convey...
Writing my thoughts, and sharing them along the way.
Written By: Lorie A. Yocum
Copyright © 2011-2019
Copyright © 2011-2019
11 comments:
Love you, dear,sweet sister ~ Praying for healing and strength ~
Such a moving post, beautiful writing and lovely music ... thinking of you. Please know you're not alone because I understood everything you said :)
Sending love, hugs & prayers ♥
You have a sweet way with words. It's so hard sometimes to not feel invisible, especially when what we are going through isn't understood by the world around us. Thank you for sharing your heart!
Blessings,
Mel
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Thank you Kathy,
My prayer warrior and friend, I covet each one as well as our friendship that has blessed me through the years.
Blessings Lady Fiona
Your encouraging words brings delight to my soul. Your thoughts I cherish along the way.
Aloha Mel..
It is so hard not to feel invisable and not necessary. I think having an invisiable illness that hurts on the inside, has challenged me to look my best on the outside as much as I can.
Thank you for sharing this heart-felt poem. The Lord has given you the gift of expressing yourself so well in words. Thank you for sharing this gift.
Blessings to you as you struggle in this life and as you share you are an encouragement to others who are also struggling.
Charlotte
Hallelujah sistah! God's love and acceptance bring His power and authority as you overcome. No weapon formed against you will prevail. In His light, life and love all is made whole. Pouring the blood of Jesus over you for NO More travail.
His will be done! *U* Love Always!
Love the poem..beautiful and moving. Thanks for sharing! I pray all is well!
thank you for sharing, I can also relate...hope you have a super weekend!
enjoy *~*
Lori, how my heart hurts for you. Father, won't You please heal my dear sistah, in the name of Jesus, Your son. You said ask anything in the name of Your son, Jesus and it would be done. Let Lori feel your loving arms around her, feel the presence of the sweet, sweet Holy Spirit.
Don't give up my dear, He is always near and I know He hears your cries. I know a little of what your going through but one day we will have a perfect body, free of pain. Bless you my dear sweet friend. AE
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